Thursday, December 23, 2010

my b'day n mom's b'day n CHRISMAST EVE :D

december 12 was me b'day ^^ ...
was fully 12 on 12/12 LOL... can finally make IC : )
n december 22 was my mom's b'day ^^ ...
i gave my mom a pen ...
she reli liked it...
today is CHRISMAST EVE YAY!!!

....

keh bye...

Sunday, November 28, 2010

=C

i feel so alone n lonely... =C

Monday, November 15, 2010

OMG!!!!

OMG!!! I LOOK FREAKISHLY SCARY N WEIRD AT THE FRONT PAGE OF THE 校刊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, October 1, 2010

sien sien sien sien sien sien........

am so boredddddddddddd.......
upsr finally over liew......
but i still cant ply dragonica....
sienz.....
eveliday on fb ......
nth 2 ply oso on fb......
bro say wait few more days......
but i waited 4 a week.....
dragonica T.T. .....

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

..

so bad... dragonica got deleted ...
haiz...
stupid upsr =="
cant be guild ldr anymore =="
cant see my frenz anymore -.-"

Sunday, August 15, 2010

my fren chloe...

i had a best friend called chloe loh..
we always hang out together few months ago (yes, including last year n the year b4 that)
den, my "fren" Gwendelynn ( which we call her gwen ) asked Chloe if she wants to join her in the
high school musical dance thing(which is suckish) , then she says yes....

she starts hanging out with her everyday even if there are no rehearsals ,
Chloe doesn't even bother 2 text me every friday anymore...
and even if there is no rehearsal's, she still hangs out with her,
i felt really lonely... and so, cz of chloe "acting" (u no wat i mean) like that i became angry of her.

So, i stopped talking to her after that,
A few months has passed they got in to the best dress thingy in the hsm (high school musical) dance thingy n i think they still hav another dance competition thingy (which is also suckish)......
As i said, even if there's no rehearsal's, Chloe still hang out wif Gwen.....

So, i made some new frenz in my class, they're.....
Choy Yan, Mandy and Bree, and pei butt i just like 2 kacao her, but we're still frenz ^^
eventually, we became bff's except for bree, she thinks im annoying XD,
but i still love her XP~!
da three of us hang out together all the time, we eat together except for bree she bring her own lunch , we play together , etc...

Another Few Months hav passed again,
den yesterday i texted chloe, im sry (not ) for ignoring u
den she replied, Sry 4 late rply but exactly y r u ignorin me?
Me: cz i was angry of u.
C: y?
Me: ......
C: if u dun tell me how wud i know?
Me: cz i don't really wan u to know
C: ok...
Me: cz that doesnt mean ur still my bff
C: did u know dat i only hv 1 bff n others r my realy close n realy gud frens
Me: i know, ur bff is jia hui...
C: yeah, but u know u were a gud fun kind of fren but lately u'v change a litle
Me: not me, u
C: it's not realy me do u know that when i talk about d hsm thing u wer like u'r boring.
Me: i stoped da u'r boring thing.. u stoped hanging out wif me when da hsm thing came, dats y im angry of u!
C: wel, u wuldnt talk so how wud i know n u cant blame me 4 not hanging wit u or even talk
Me: i no da hsm thing is impor 2 u but cant u atleast make sum time 4 da gal dats been realy moody... n i won talk is also bcz i dun wan 2 suffer cz of u! i told u b4 dat i was lonely since std1 !
C: i gtg ... c ya


haiz...i realy don't no wat 2 do..... i lost a fren... now my bro's gonna del dragonica, i can neva ply wif srina or throwclown or elona or rawrel or khokho or kestral or msjoanne or kevankong ... they're my best frenz in dragonica... they never let me down unlike my school frenz.... haiz....

i wish i could just die so i wont hav 2 suffer anymore........
when will i finally get wat i want....
this is no drama, it is serious..

i wish no one hates me ... haiz...
i bet chloe hates me now...
n its obvious that gwen hates me as well...
haiz.....

Saturday, June 19, 2010

sad.......

im so sad....
dunno how explain why.....
im thinking of changing the whole thing of my blog...
but i cant...
and im thinking of changing the site of my blog...
but i cant...
im thinking of changing my whole life...
but i dunno how...
im thinking of changing my personality...
but i dunno how...
what do i do...
i dunno what to do ....
anymore...
haiz....0.0

Sunday, March 14, 2010

钢琴考试

今天是钢琴考试,
1个小时30分钟
只是1张纸4面

很容易。。。
希望我pass咯~~

每天的我。。。



每天的我。。。。。。。。。。
都在想着东西。。。。。。。。。
怎么都想不通。。。。。。。。。。
我很需要一个人。。。。。。。。。。
一个人可以让我讲出我现在的心情。。。
我真的很需要。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我很伤心。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我只有孤单。
我真很想哭。。

昨天,
是我婆婆的生日。。
我在车上。。。
哭了。。。。
我终于哭了。。。
我认不到了。。。。
所以我才哭。。。

我哭的原因不是因为怀骋弄我。。。