my fren chloe...

i had a best friend called chloe loh..
we always hang out together few months ago (yes, including last year n the year b4 that)
den, my "fren" Gwendelynn ( which we call her gwen ) asked Chloe if she wants to join her in the
high school musical dance thing(which is suckish) , then she says yes....

she starts hanging out with her everyday even if there are no rehearsals ,
Chloe doesn't even bother 2 text me every friday anymore...
and even if there is no rehearsal's, she still hangs out with her,
i felt really lonely... and so, cz of chloe "acting" (u no wat i mean) like that i became angry of her.

So, i stopped talking to her after that,
A few months has passed they got in to the best dress thingy in the hsm (high school musical) dance thingy n i think they still hav another dance competition thingy (which is also suckish)......
As i said, even if there's no rehearsal's, Chloe still hang out wif Gwen.....

So, i made some new frenz in my class, they're.....
Choy Yan, Mandy and Bree, and pei butt i just like 2 kacao her, but we're still frenz ^^
eventually, we became bff's except for bree, she thinks im annoying XD,
but i still love her XP~!
da three of us hang out together all the time, we eat together except for bree she bring her own lunch , we play together , etc...

Another Few Months hav passed again,
den yesterday i texted chloe, im sry (not ) for ignoring u
den she replied, Sry 4 late rply but exactly y r u ignorin me?
Me: cz i was angry of u.
C: y?
Me: ......
C: if u dun tell me how wud i know?
Me: cz i don't really wan u to know
C: ok...
Me: cz that doesnt mean ur still my bff
C: did u know dat i only hv 1 bff n others r my realy close n realy gud frens
Me: i know, ur bff is jia hui...
C: yeah, but u know u were a gud fun kind of fren but lately u'v change a litle
Me: not me, u
C: it's not realy me do u know that when i talk about d hsm thing u wer like u'r boring.
Me: i stoped da u'r boring thing.. u stoped hanging out wif me when da hsm thing came, dats y im angry of u!
C: wel, u wuldnt talk so how wud i know n u cant blame me 4 not hanging wit u or even talk
Me: i no da hsm thing is impor 2 u but cant u atleast make sum time 4 da gal dats been realy moody... n i won talk is also bcz i dun wan 2 suffer cz of u! i told u b4 dat i was lonely since std1 !
C: i gtg ... c ya


haiz...i realy don't no wat 2 do..... i lost a fren... now my bro's gonna del dragonica, i can neva ply wif srina or throwclown or elona or rawrel or khokho or kestral or msjoanne or kevankong ... they're my best frenz in dragonica... they never let me down unlike my school frenz.... haiz....

i wish i could just die so i wont hav 2 suffer anymore........
when will i finally get wat i want....
this is no drama, it is serious..

i wish no one hates me ... haiz...
i bet chloe hates me now...
n its obvious that gwen hates me as well...
haiz.....